Disorganised

In work I am super organised.
Lists galore.
Weeks planned in advance.
Each day is planned out..

In my personal life.... It's a completely different story.
I am unbelievably disorganised.

And here's an example,

Tomorrow I have an interview.
For a job I so desperately want.
I have 2 sets of police check forms to bring, and all my certificates&ID.

I have not filled out any of that.
I also haven't done any interview prep or sorted out interview clothes.

Tomorrow I also have an occupational health appt with the trust. I have not filled out my form for it either yet.
I have had it for weeks.

I don't know what it is that makes me so disorganised in my personal life.... In work I'm like an organisational machine....

Currently I'm sitting on my bedroom floor contemplating making a cup of tea..... I should be reading up on attachment theory, looking over my application form, the job description, sorting my clothes.....

Dear motivation...please appear!