Things that are not ok/socially acceptable

1. Throwing your food on the floor in a restaurant.
2. Being so drunk u can't walk.
3. Going out dressed the way I was tonight.
4. Ginger eyebrows.
5. Boys wanting the best of both worlds.
6. Friends being hurt.
7. The fridge being weird.
8. Snoring.
9.baldy.
10. Allowing yourself to be groped
for a smoke.
11. not remembering.
12. Being in love with someone u should not be in love with.
13. Not getting letters when you're meant to.
14. Leaving odd voicemails.
15. Going to bed at 4.20am

Disorganised

In work I am super organised.
Lists galore.
Weeks planned in advance.
Each day is planned out..

In my personal life.... It's a completely different story.
I am unbelievably disorganised.

And here's an example,

Tomorrow I have an interview.
For a job I so desperately want.
I have 2 sets of police check forms to bring, and all my certificates&ID.

I have not filled out any of that.
I also haven't done any interview prep or sorted out interview clothes.

Tomorrow I also have an occupational health appt with the trust. I have not filled out my form for it either yet.
I have had it for weeks.

I don't know what it is that makes me so disorganised in my personal life.... In work I'm like an organisational machine....

Currently I'm sitting on my bedroom floor contemplating making a cup of tea..... I should be reading up on attachment theory, looking over my application form, the job description, sorting my clothes.....

Dear motivation...please appear!