so many thoughts.

my head is literally full of thoughts at the minute.
so much so that i'm not even sure i can write them all down.

I'm not sure I can process them.

belonging.
happiness
freedom.
being.
hope.
future.
decisions.
fear.
life.
connection.
vulnerability.



I need to not rush my life.

I need to appreciate it.

I need to live it.


24 month phone contract.

23 left before I can have an adventure.


excuses excuses? 

I just want to live.